HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!

just taking a holiday break...from blogging...see you next year...have a good one!

Losing Grip

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say...

I was left to cry there, waitin' outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone...
You, you need to listen!
I'm startin' to trip, I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone...

Am I just some chick you placed beside you,
To take somebody's place?
When you turn around can you recognize... my face?
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case,
Everything wasn't okay

Cryin' out loud
I'm cryin' out... loud
Cryin' out loud
I'm cryin' out... loud!

Open your... eyes!
Open up... wide!

Why should I care?
If you don't care, then I don't care,
We're not goin' anywhere!

Just Feel Better (Revised)

She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If I'm coming or I'm going
It's not how I planned it
I've got the key to the door
But it just won't open

And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
coz it never worked before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I'll do anything to just feel better

And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing to just feel better

She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one who knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping

I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have it season
Round and round it goes
And every day's like the one before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better

I'm tired of holding on
To all things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting nowhere
I think I need a little help this time!